"Thanks for your mail. I've been busy to promote my new album and to record LArc's new song.", "I was down for 3 days by swollen tonsil. Some said I should cut it off but one of my friend had his tonsil cut, after that, his voice changed. So I can't decide to have my tonsil cut."

"I was told that the doing the band is childish. (Grammer school students do these things.) I've played in big halls, contract with companies, on a hit chart, etc. It's my job. I thought it was cool. But what I do is like, "Oh, this song is cool!", "I don't like that word","I like that sounds", "I like this instrument very much", "Today is boring/fun", I'm talking something like kids are talking every day. I might be more adult when I was a grammer school student? Anyway, I can still feel happy/sad with simple things like a kid. Nothing has changed.
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well, how is your Xmas decorating?
I wanna eat 's ice cake that I haven't eaten for a long time.
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I wanna complete a plastic toy model. I always tired of making it before complete. I wanna know why.
Fishing, too. After catching some fish, I always wanna go home. I want to have a hobby that I can enjoy for a long time. I was talking the same thing before, am I?
I don't want increase my belongs any more around me. Human is different. I feel happy to have new things, but I also feel that's too much. Instead, the things what I see and hear from friends moves me a lot and it doesn't take any space in my room! suteki! See beatiful scenaries and talk to people. Saikou! However, there is a problem too. The problem is we can't keep all the momories in our mind. I have to divide good memories and bad memories, dump the one I don't need it like a computer. If not, I wanna increase the volume of my brain hard disk. I don't mind if it is added externally. How do you keep your memories? keeping in photos? In photo albums? If so, it takes space and you carry a camera all the time, right? You are tough. I don't like carrying things. I carried nothing for 10 years (before). When I was 20 years old, I moved the flat once a year. Every time I moved, I dump a lot of stuffs. I only carried the stuffs that my car can take. If only I can dump my CDs like I did...I have about 500 CDs that I haven't listened.
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I'm always listening SOAP. (He calls his band "Sopps"...) People ride on my car must think I am a narcissist. I might be. Just I feel good listening to it. There are CDs for living room, for bed room, for car and for gifts. SOAP CDs are everywhere around me. Are Ein and Sakura also listening SOAP? Where and how are you listening SOAP?
While you are listening music; any type of music, many things may fall onto you. The sounds of the music may become an accompaniment of you.
You may sometimes influenced by the sound, naturally. In that case, you may sell your soul. ..I'm lost, what I wanted to say?
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I think you have made a big decision a couple of times in your life. For me, the biggest one was joining LArc. I almost decided my job. That was tetsu who made me to decide. (He actually said, "It was tetsu who help to cut a shit with me.") I remember now. I said "I don't have money." then he said "Don't worry!" strait away. Sopps is lucky to be surrounded by people who help to cut a shit. Naturally, we like you who support and cut a shit for such a band.
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I've been replying to the mail from you, openning birthday presents, writing this dairy in the office all day today. I had an udon, a cocoa and mikans. I'm seeing Sakura and Ein tomorrow. I smoked less numbers of cigarettes. And I had a coffee, too. I read letters given from Alche. I saw fan's drawing of Ein (Ein's drawing? not sure.) in B-Pass, too. "high" gets on the Shibuya Tower Records total album chart #2 as of 12/2!
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